Im listening to it, lying in the sheets that still smell of him, and crying my eyes out.

I won’t bother justifying our relationship to anyone. I love him, and hes not mine. Thats all you need to know.

“You go back to her, and I go back to black”

It doesn’t get any more clearer than that….
I completely understand. Honestly, i fell in love with a man who wasn’t really married but was with the same girl for 4 years. I am honestly the complete opposite to her, in EVERY way, including looks… but yet, the man, he was there for me… even went so far as to start a fight with her to protect me when she came to his home early while i waited in the bedroom for her to leave his apartment… but i tell you.. it’s an experience i’m pretty sure NO ONE wants to be in.. but i loved him.., still do, but we’ll never be together, and despite the fact that he has been there to protect me and he “prefers my company” because i “make him happy and am who he calls when he wants to talk”… it just wasn’t enuff when he told me he loved me.